Yes, it's been a very long while. Yes, I've been away from my blog for way too long. and Yes, I'm supposed to right something insightful after this long time... But no, I won't say all the I'm back and I missed writing in the blog scenario. And no, I'm not going to write anything insightful.
Fiction is what you create in your head. You follow a meaningless thought and help it develop into a huge fantasy that you soon start to believe. You sink so deep into your own thoughts that you lose track of what's real. You confuse reality with the figments of your imagination until nothing makes sense anymore.
And Suddenly, without any warnings, you get hit hard by cold, solid truth! Nothing is what you fought so hard to create. Even when you're still not hit with the truth you can feel it deep inside of you. In that dark little spot way down there you know that it will hit you and shatter your world into ever so tiny little pieces. But even when you try to fix it and make sense of it all you realize that you just can't. It's too late now to untangle what you messed up over such a long time.
Why do we run away into our minds and create a lie and try so hard to believe it only to let it eventually mess us up? Why don't we just face facts and deal with them right there and then instead of shoving them aside and hoping they'd just disappear or go away as if they never existed in the first place? Because it just doesn't work that way. I hope it did but it just doesn't
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