Stare

The mind is a terrible thing. It thinks about everything and gets things all complicated. Sometimes I wish that my mind would just take a break, or maybe go on vacation. I mean I thank God for it and all, but.. sometimes it just gets too much to handle. You can't keep on thinking about everything so much, thinking of all the probabilities and options. Worst case scenarios, best case scenarios, the good, the bad, the OK, the predictable, the unpredictable, the surreal, the dramatic scenarios... the list just goes on and on and the mind keeps on thinking. And it keeps coming up with new scenarios every waking second, and even while you sleep. I keep looking in my mind for answers, I keep searching for reasons. It feels like I'm under a spell and I can't be liberated from the chains of my thoughts. You put me in the middle of a whirlpool and now you're watching me drown. See me fade away...