15 April 2012

Missing Heart

It's been 4 months and 5 days now. All I can think of is you, all the time. Tears stream down and there's no stopping them. I know it had to happen, there was no other way. Leaving was the only option, it had become the only choice.

Ever since that day, each day, a part of me dies. I can't help it, I just miss you too much.
I am strong, as strong as one can be. At least that's what I thought, but this is crushing me. I never thought I'd feel that way; like I have no strength to stand. I am a shadow, a mere skeleton with some flesh and a heart of stone. Why did you have to go and leave me like that? Don't you know it's killing me? Don't you know that I just can't take it anymore? I'm trying. I really am, but whatever power I had in me is fading away and there's not much left to keep me going. I need you. I'm drowning and I need you to rescue me........