Oh Well, Too Bad

OK, so I have this little confession;

Ever had this feeling about someone that you wanted to be with them, even though you knew for a fact that it was totally absurd?? And down right impossible??? I'm not being clear at all. I know.

Let's see how I can put this... This guy I know, he's so attractive, he's got that star quality about him, not that little boyish Leo Di Caprio kind... The Bruice Willis kind. Of course, as usual he's younger than me ( why should he be any different from almost all my male friends ?!) and of course there could be nothing between us at aaalllll! But there's still this attractiveness about him.. Oh well. whatever!

You see, the problem with me (although I know it's not a problem, it's actually a good thing) is that I'm not the kind of person who would be with someone if it's not for all the right reasons. I don't do flings, I don't go for a relationship just for the fun of it. I really think it through before taking a step toward something serious.

Don't get me wrong here, I'm not the "if you like me, propose and let's get married" type! ughh!! Those people freak me out! On the other hand though, I'm not the "Ok, I like you, be my boyfriend" type either.
I like to have some firm common ground between me and someone and then hook up and see where it takes us.


I've wasted my time and yours on this silly post. I'd better get back to work.

Later...

Letter to God

I won't go through small talk, you know me enough to get streight to the point.

I'm sorry. I cross you a lot and you still forgive me. You show me in too many ways that you love me, and I go and do the same things that make you sad over and over again.

I try not to cross you, but I don't try hard or long enough. I just take the easy way out and say well, maybe next time I'll get it right but deep down I know that it's not enough.

I love you and I know you love me beyond imagination, and I know that you've conquered sin to allow me to be free.

I don't want to be weak anymore, I want to make you happy. Please help me be your daughter, make me fit to be the daughter of the King.

Loud and Clear ! Crap!!

Wow... it's been a while! I've been so swamped lately that I haven't had time to visit my blog or any of the other ones I've grown addicted to along the way. And now I'm back but with nothing much to say.. well there is this one event...

The most embarrassing thing in the world just happened to me two days ago at work.
I was sitting at my cubicle, no.. actually standing which meant that I was visible to everyone.
I was undocking my laptop to go to a meeting room, so I press the eject button and to my horror, the loudest sound of music that could ever be heard comes out of my lovely, not so discrete laptop! I frantically try to mute it and nothing happens! I realise that the mute button is not working because the pc is locked.. and to try to unlock it now and wait for it to log on and then start to mute that thing would take forever. I started to notice that a circle of curious and in some cases angry and disapproving eyes was quickly forming around me and its radius was growing every passing second. I had to do something but I wasn't quite sure what, and that guy singing in my speakers just wouldn't stop!!! And then suddenly I figure it all out, the reason this guy started screaming out of control is that I udocked the laptop and the headphones were attached to the dock-station! so I start fumbling with the headphones to try to remove them from the dock-station and place them back into the laptop itself until I finally (after what seemed like a century) manage to do that and the music is finally gone. I look and i see at least a dozen faces directed my way. I say "Sorry... Sorry" and I duck, continue to gather my stuff and wait a few minutes then head for the meeting room and stay there for the rest of the day.

Life's a BLAST
Cheers!