16 May 2007

They Stole It!

I can't believe it. They stole the logo of my car brand right off my car! I'm not angry. It can easily be replaced, or so they've told me.. it didn't happen before so I wouldn't know. What I really feel is amusement. I'm honestly amused. Because I don't get it, I mean yeah, it will get them some cash.. and some people do need any amount of cash they could get their hands on. And come to think of it, I do get it. But it still amuses me what people would sometimes do.

Anyway.. it upsets me a little that I'm 99% positive that whoever took it won't do something good with the money.. but I'm just holding on to that 1%. You never know.

07 May 2007

I Hope You Dance

"I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance, I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin'
Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance, I hope you dance
I hope you dance, I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion, always rolling us along
Tell me who wants to look back on their years
And wonder, where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance, I hope you dance
I hope you dance, I hope you dance
I hope you dance, I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along
Tell me who wants to look back on their years
And wonder where those years have gone)"


Thank you, Lee Ann Womack for singing it ever so wonderfully.

For everyone who gets to read this, I really hope you dance...

05 May 2007

I Won't Say I'm Back

Yes, it's been a very long while. Yes, I've been away from my blog for way too long. and Yes, I'm supposed to right something insightful after this long time... But no, I won't say all the I'm back and I missed writing in the blog scenario. And no, I'm not going to write anything insightful.



Fiction is what you create in your head. You follow a meaningless thought and help it develop into a huge fantasy that you soon start to believe. You sink so deep into your own thoughts that you lose track of what's real. You confuse reality with the figments of your imagination until nothing makes sense anymore.

And Suddenly, without any warnings, you get hit hard by cold, solid truth! Nothing is what you fought so hard to create. Even when you're still not hit with the truth you can feel it deep inside of you. In that dark little spot way down there you know that it will hit you and shatter your world into ever so tiny little pieces. But even when you try to fix it and make sense of it all you realize that you just can't. It's too late now to untangle what you messed up over such a long time.

Why do we run away into our minds and create a lie and try so hard to believe it only to let it eventually mess us up? Why don't we just face facts and deal with them right there and then instead of shoving them aside and hoping they'd just disappear or go away as if they never existed in the first place? Because it just doesn't work that way. I hope it did but it just doesn't